Update on Life

So I haven't been on this for a while. So I had surgery on Sept 29th, and its almost been 5 months. I have only lost about 30lbs, if that. But they said my weightloss is going good. I don't know, I just feel I should be losing more. Not a ton more but just more. I wanted to be down 70lbs by my birthday so I am going to have to start working hard. Plus I want to look good for when my boyfriend comes home from Afghanistan.

Speaking of which, I am kind of confused. I am dating an amazing man, who makes me happy, and feel beautiful. He is a US Marine, but doesn't act like the typical marine, OR military man. But I am not going to get ahead of myself and say what I hope to see from us. I am just going to say, I am taking it day by day. But the confusing part is that, my x "hubby" is now jealous and being sweet. Trust me, I am not going to do anything, I care about my boyfriend. Its just weird because he is acting how I always wanted him to act when we were together. I know its just cause he can't have me now and he knows that. He is jealous, he told me. Its nice to know that he actually did care about me. Its just hard when your boyfriend is away for a year to not feel confused. I know who and what I want so I would never do anything to get me into trouble or jeopardize my relationship.

So now on to a different subject... I haven't had a job since like December. OMG I hate it. I have applied for EVERYTHING, I have even followed up with jobs. So I had an interview this week on Tuesday, and they told me I would know in 2 weeks. I am going to follow up next week, just to show that I am interested and serious about this position. I did start selling Lia Sophia so at least that is going to be SOMETHING for now. Anything at this point. I just don't want to get into fast food, but who knows, I will probably have to resort to it. Well I think I am going to play with Taylor alittle, and then put her down for a nap.

Those of you who don't know, Taylor is my friends daughter, I watch her 2 times a week. She is my life and I love her so much. Well I better get to playing with her, she is bringing me stuff I have no idea where it came from.